black eyed peas's "where is the love" is so commonly heard, yet we merely just sang these words, without even realising the need for love in this world. i hope the life on earth can change. too much hatred. too much lies. too much sins. why must people be so selfish?! why must everyone be so self-centred?

i just want to be where Jesus is. 'cause only in His Presence will i feel overflowing Love, overflowing Grace. in Him, it's always giving and taking - i.e. sharing. i give my life to Him, He redeemed me. the people of the world is full of selfishness, lies and deceit.

the lies are in the truth.
the hatred is in the smile.
the demands are in the helping hand.

who really knows who? everyone is like having a different masks in front of different people. true faces never revealed. a lifetime of masquerade party. this is what i hate about life.

the love you gave is never returned.
the generosity you show is never enough.
they are never satisfied with who you are, who you become, or who you want to be.

nothing earthly is right. there's always black and white tainted on everything.

for me, i don't want to be part of this world. the system do suck. it sucks big time. Pastor tim was right. the only place i want to be in is my Savior's arms. to be under His wings. Lord, guide me to where You have prepared me to be. i'm waiting to hear Your voice. staying still.

patiently.

one day, i know i'll hear the soothing call.

i'll be smiling! =)

God bless you all.